Celebrating the Life and Love of John Austin

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{Jim Aycock wrote this song the evening before John's memorial service in Birmingham. It is a stunningly beautiful song.}

The Veils of Maya
© 2005 by James Jackson Aycock
In Memory of my dear friend John Austin

Like a rider in the wind;
Like a prayer wheel that spins;
Like a healing rain you came
To show us—

That things aren't always what they seem;
All of this could be a dream,
Written in the sands of time
That call us.

And while we are here
The answer seems clear:
We are here to be the Light
For each other.
 
And when we are gone,
The Light will shine on
Through our hearts
And through the Veils of Maya.

Who can say what's in a name?
Is who we are and it the same?
Or is it just the bowl we place
Beneath the fountain?


Fill it up with all you can,
Still we're so much greater than.
We are that which holds the sky
And mountain.

And when we awake,
The memory we take
Will be the memory of our Love
For each other.

And when we are gone,
The Love will live on
Through our hearts
And through the Veils of Maya.

Through our hearts
And through the Veils of Maya.


On September 29, 2004, John called in to the Larry King Show. The panel was discussing War and Religion. The panel included Reverend R. Albert Mohler, Junior, president of the Southern Baptist Theological Seminary; Deepak Chopra, the world-renowned spiritual adviser and best-selling author; Father Michael Manning, Roman Catholic priest, host of the internationally syndicated show, "The Word and the World;" Dennis Prager, the nationally syndicated radio host and author; and Dr. Maher Hathout, scholar and senior adviser to the Muslim Public Affairs Council. John had alerted me to the show, thinking the topic (and Deepak) might interest me. Towards the end of the show, when Larry was taking the last caller, on came this voice...and I knew it to be John's. My kids and I were shaking our heads, because it was just so John of him to call the show and hit them with some questions. His dream had long been to have billboards across the country of a dark room with a spotlight on an electric chair. The only words would be, "What would Jesus do?" He was thrilled with the fact that he'd been able to ask Mohler that question. Kelly...

CALLER [JOHN]: Thanks, Larry. After 25 years of following you on radio and TV, first-time caller, also long-time student of Deepak's. If I may, each for Dr. Prager and Mohler. Dr. Prager said earlier that the U.S. is the highest evolution of society, how is such a statement perceived in, say, Sweden or Tibet, or Canada, most especially since most of the enemies we've warred against, we've either condoned or, in fact, manufactured, as in Saddam and Osama.

And I also suggest that capitalism, the way we practice, is often, or more godless than some of other systems he mentioned.

And Dr. Mohler is the environment in fact, the creation? And regarding capital punishment, what would Jesus do?

KING: That's a lot of heavy questions.

PRAGER: Who do you want to begin, Dr. Mohler or I?

KING: Do the Swedes say they're are as good of a society as us?

PRAGER: First of all in Sweden, a lot of Swedes are convinced they have a morally superior society to us. And by the way, I have no problem with thinking that they have a better society than mine, none whatsoever. So long as they don't impose their values on me, I don't have a problem with that at all.

KING: Then why do you think we should impose our values on others?

PRAGER: Ah, because we are helping -- the same way we helped Germany produce something free, there is a point wherein, I think between totalitarian torture chambers and freedom, it is fairly clear which is better. But I just want to say that I have no problem with the Swedes thinking that they have produced something better. And over time, let's see. However, Sweden cannot sustain its socialism. It cannot.

KING: Dr. Mohler, why do you support -- do you support capital punishment?

MOHLER: I do support Capital Punishment, because the scripture is so clear about it. Now, I want it applied in a fair and just way. But there's no doubt "The Bible" in the Old and New Testaments, not only allows but mandates capital punishment, because it affirms the fact that the willful taking of human life is the violation of God's law, God's plan and is to murder one who is made in the image of god.

KING: So Rome was correct when it murdered Christ.

MOHLER: No, it wasn't just. Christ had committed no crime.

KING: That's its law.

MOHLER: Let's put it this way, it was God's plan that Christ should die to pay the penalty of our sins so that he might accomplish our salvation. And so, the crucifixion of Christ...

KING: So he was supposed to died.

MOHLER: Jesus came to die, that's what he then himself said.

KING: So what, then, did he give? If that was the prophecy, and he was coming to die, with what did he die for if that was the plan?

MOHLER: He died for our sins, because his father sent him in order that he would die in our place as our substitute, shed his blood for the penalty for our sins so all who might believe in him might have life and life everlasting. He lived a sinless life.

KING: Why does the Pope oppose capital punishment?

MANNING: Opposed capital punishment, because in my experience, Jesus was one deeply concerned about the importance of life. The thrust towards life, whether abortion, or whether it's the death penalty, we have to continually look to try to raise life, not get away from life.

KING: I have to take another break. We have to do more shows like this. I want to get each of these gentleman's thoughts on their faith in tomorrow. Don't go away. ...


After I learned of John's death I meditated and held his spirit in my mind's eye. this is the message that came through: The clearest thing I can say is do not be afraid. Do not let your thoughts or judgment stop you from being truly who you were sent here to be -- because it is really is wasted energy to languish in your fears and judgment. I was not prepared or planning on leaving my body, but now that I have, please do not feel sad for me. It is incredible to be without the body. I see all so much clearer now. The universe is being propelled by the Source. It will be moved forward, but the fears and resistance are literally like tendrils hanging on, pulling backwards on the energy. You might think of this as strands of fear that are literally screaming no, no, no… I do not want to let go into change. All I can say is, breathe in trust and acceptance. Know deep within your being that there is a love so deeply woven within the fabric that is calling to you. Its song, its vibration resonates with you and speaks to your unique cell frequency. The message is: Allow the trust to enter your life. Allow the joy of the vastness of the source to be part of all you speak. It is complex and exquisitely simple at the same time. Be not afraid. Do not so harshly judge yourself. Be in love.

Cathy Wehrenberg
John emailed these lyrics on February 17, 2004. He also had this to say:
"For me, this is da absolut bomb. It brings me to tears every time I hear it."


WHERE IS THE LOVE
What's wrong with the world, mama
People livin' like they ain't got no mamas
I think the whole world addicted to the drama
Only attracted to things that'll bring you trauma
Overseas, yeah, we try to stop terrorism
But we still got terrorists here livin'
In the USA, the big CIA
The Bloods and The Crips and the KKK
But if you only have love for your own race
Then you only leave space to discriminate
And to discriminate only generates hate
And when you hate then you're bound to get irate, yeah
Badness is what you demonstrate
And that's exactly how a nigga' works and operates
N**, you gotta have love just to set it straight
Take control of your mind and meditate
Let your soul gravitate to the love, y'all, y'all
People killin', people dyin'
Children hurt and you hear 'em cryin'
Can you practice what you preach
And would you turn the other cheek
Father, Father, Father help us
Send some guidance from above
'Cause people got me, got me questionin'
Where is the love (Love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love
The love, the love
It just ain't the same, always unchanged
New days are strange, is the world insane
If love and peace is so strong
Why are there pieces of love that don't belong
Nations droppin' bombs
Chemical gasses fillin' lungs of little ones
With the ongoin' sufferin' as the youth die young
So ask yourself is the lovin' really gone
So I could ask myself really what is goin' wrong
In this world that we livin' in people keep on givin'
Makin' wrong decisions, only visions of them dividends
Not respectin' each other, deny thy brother
A war is goin' on but the reason's undercover
The truth is kept secret, it's swept under the rug
If you never know truth then you never know love
Where's the love, y'all, come on (I don't know)
Where's the truth, y'all, come on (I don't know)
Where's the love, y'all
People killin', people dyin'
Children hurt and you hear 'em cryin'
Can you practice what you preach
And would you turn the other cheek
Father, Father, Father help us
Send us some guidance from above
'Cause people got me, got me questionin'
Where is the love (Love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love
The love, the love
I feel the weight of the world on my shoulder
As I'm gettin' older, y'all, people gets colder
Most of us only care about money makin'
Selfishness got us followin' our own direction
Wrong information always shown by the media
Negative images is the main criteria
Infecting the young minds faster than bacteria
Kids act like what they see in the cinema
Yo', whatever happened to the values of humanity
Whatever happened to the fairness in equality
Instead in spreading love we spreading animosity
Lack of understanding, leading lives away from unity
That's the reason why sometimes I'm feelin' under
That's the reason why sometimes I'm feelin' down
There's no wonder why sometimes I'm feelin' under
Gotta keep my faith alive to lovers bound
People killin', people dyin'
Children hurt and you hear 'em cryin'
Can you practice what you preach
And would you turn the other cheek
Father, Father, Father help us
Send us some guidance from above
'Cause people got me, got me questionin'
Where is the love (Love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
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